Friday, February 25, 2011

Life is never flat..this is not by Chit*to but by rennyhoo


This is my life..
my emptiness..

it began in 2009,
when I feel the toughest problems I've ever experienced in my life. During that time, there is one that I forget and I regret to this day ..
I'm further away from God, I was angry when I see myself ruined,, at the same instant I felt doing the greatest sin in my life ..
I'm conscious of it, but I'm still angry
Right now I want to wake up, I want to forget the past, I want to forget because I do not want to keep a sense of revenge in my heart ..
but I still can not forget that ..
I always begged me to get even forget about this ..
I want to choose you Ya Allah ..
but I do not know how to chose from in selecting the story of my life ..
until now I do not know how to really choose you ..

The theory that I know Life is worship
When you have a problem that is stifling the same caution when you're not aware of the arrival of a very precious gift of God is Life Lessons

The lesson of life that says that I must keep moving
I have grown
I can not always sad to hear what they say
I always cry, but I can not cry lamenting the problems of my life
I have to cry to apologize for all the sins I have done ..
Forgive me  Ya Allah. Forgive me .. Forgive me Mom .. Sorry
I do not want to be like this
I want to be happy

So.. jangan pernah nyerah pada keadaanmu sampai saat ini. Teruslah berjalan sesuai kata hatimu tanpa berhenti berdoa..

Monday, February 21, 2011

My First Blog

Alhamdulillah, akrirnya aku bisa ngetik di blog ku ini. Terima kasih sama my ex yg udah ngasih inspirasi aku buat bikin blog ini..
Semoga blog ku ini bermanfaat..Karena sejujurnya banyak bnget cerita yg pengen aku keluarkan sedangkan aku ini tipe orang yang jarang curhat di fb ato twitter karena menurut aku curhat di social networking itu kayak keluhan padahal aku pantang bnget ngeluh...Gitu..
Untuk sementara sekian dulu blog ku. Thx bnget yg udah mw ngeluangin waktunya buat baca blog ku ini.